Tuesday 22 March 2011

Memories that seem forgotten by you .



     


You're on the phone with your boyfriend, he's upset
he's going off about something that you said
he doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music he doesnt like
And he'll never know your story like I do

But he wears skinny Jeans, I wear oldies
he's school cool and I'm on the lamers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn short jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since he brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a guy like that?

he wears branded shoe's, I wear cheap shoe's
he's school cool and I'm on the lamers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me

You belong with me
 
 
Modified Version of  Taylor Swift
Title: You Belong With Me







                                   First time for me to even think about blogging , used to never like writing . But apart of me actually wants too . Apart of me actually feels good writing , i might not get to express how i feel towards you directly , i might not be able to be there , but i know at least by doing this . Everyday pass ill have a new meaning of what i want or what i have to do . Now just to let everyone know, this specific blog of mine is not, about people i hate or people i want to make mockery about , its a blog after all . So its all about writing how you feel or what you have been through on a specific day . So lets start . Great day it is today , found out that there's no class at all , and this would probably mean that im going back home to Johor this week . Nothing to do here in Nilai / Kuala Lumpur , aha i used to have a place to go , i still remember a long time ago every week i would pack up my stuff and head to my xgf's house . Not a big house , not anything special but being with her made me happy , and that was all that matter for me . Though its all in the past . I wont lie i miss those days . Today she's out with her new boyfriend watching a movie if im not mistaken , yea i pretty much know everything that is going on even though im not there . no im not some kind of spy or stalker . Its just a way of mine thus when i miss someone id drive right in front their house , park my car and just watch her go in and out . I wont even talk to her , cause that would just ruin the whole purpose . I just sit and watch her . and once i get tired i go back . She seems happy i must say . Im not sure what im going to do the whole day , there's no class , its boring here . What i want to do is go to kepong , grab your hands . kiss you and marry you . aha well that was off topic . Though i would so do that . Wasn't that what you wanted from me before aswel ? Remember once you cried on my lap , and i sang you My heart ? you would just cry and cry and i said id always love you ? I know it may sound stupid or depressing when a guy writes about his feeling, its like totally a negative side of a guy , its a guys RULE to never cry or write about a girl . they call me a wus for doing this my friends , but hah , who cares rite ? i have feelings aswel . Though these few days have been getting worst , my feelings for you which i hope faded away is not anywhere close to where i expected . I miss you more , Your friend Haziq is annoying , gulp sorry to say this . but Haziq you dont know the meaning of love it self and you think by saying that it would make things better ? it wont you know ? You dont know her as deep as i do , as she knows me . you think you love her , but love is not what you have . I know that girl inside out , though you think you do . I see random guys here and there trying to get along with her , and it hurts me deep . I see her doing bad stuff and it hurts me , i use to take the blame for her problems, and i freaked out a few weeks ago when i found out she had someone elese . Jealous the word . But you know ? If it wasn't because of my jealousy i would have not relised the women i love and wanted to spend the rest of my life with is you . I may say im doing alright without you , but thats all a lie , i might be able to say that i can easily find someone elese ,but thats a lie aswel. found no one as close as our love i have . Haziq i dont hate you if thats what your thinking , you might think i hate you by the msg you sent around , but nope. thats a false accusation , i dont see any reason of hating you , but if you ask me if im jelous over you , then yes i am . Very much so . But then again . As i said before you know nothing of what we have been though . All you think is love love love and your inlove inlove inlove but to sustain that love, to cherish it, to go through the problems me and her have been though? if you make it. Then ill say your close to anything called "love" with her .
                                  Im actually starting to really enjoy writing now , I once said to myself ive had enough of letting you give me all the blame ,say its my fault for this , and its my fault for that . but now i know that truth or not , even if i say yes or no . It will make no difference because i didn't apply to direct  the truth to others but to yourself . So you know after all the things you did behind my back , or after all the things i did behind your back . Id still love you . Its 12.29PM now and i still haven't had my bath . Yesterday i talked to a bunch of my friends , afif my lil brother , and natt my lil sister to forget what ever i said and just go back to being friends with her , i told them i was lying and to not trust me . I told them ara is always right . Honestly i dont know why i did that? maybi its because my anger have i able to manage my emotions and self preservation . She's happy and thats all that matters . I dont really care if i have to take the blame anymore . Because day by day i see that this pain inside is not going to get any better if i just dont let go. But truth does not need to be shared by words but by hearts . If you know me , then you would know what person i am . and that is all that matters . I think im going to go take my bath now , this is the beginning of a new life . I enjoy writing and im going to continue doing it . I hope who ever is going to read this will enjoy and keep updated . as i will always keep updated of myself here .



take care everyone .

Yours truly ,
Stupid Romeo / Syed Abdullah

1 comment:

  1. thank you , realize i did not that this post was even here .

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