Its currently 3.20 PM and im in class sitting beside razack , whats in my mind right now is all about working , Im so excited honestly , to think that im going to start working with my friends Razack , Nabil and myself at KLIA Airport starting this July is just an amazing opportunity . Im finally going to live my ambitions and dreams that ive worked so hard for , since its the SPM era today , may aswel tell you about mine education life . It is not something amazing to talk about really , but ill tell you anyways, so you know how hard my life was to reach my ambition today . My SPM was extremely bad , i failed a few subjects , i dont really remember the actual result of mine , but i remember i got 2 A's which was English and EST , i basically had no way at all to go to any university's ! it was that bad ! In fact it is practically impossible for me to go down the path of aviation the way i wanted too. But i never gave up on what i wanted, never let anyone put me down . So i had to take the long and hard path . I when into college , took my Sijil in electronics at Sik Kedah , god it was the worst 2 years of my life there , i was beaten up twice due to racism . Most people there hated that i was different , that i had piercings etc . But i made out and thats how i ended up in MIAT , although old at age . but i became more matured , more aware of my goal and target . Life is pretty much like that , there's the bumps along the way , and its up to us if we want to go over it or go under it like a coward . Its just abit sad though ,
i was hopping to share my success and life with someone . Its sad and depressing to see that person happy with someone elese ? I should probably move on . She doesn't want me in her life anymore , i have to get used to that . A few minutes ago , i called her . Asked her if she would be willing to go on a holiday with me , like a honeymoon that i planned up really , I got a great offer to go to Tioman for 3 days and 2 nights , sadly it seems like she doesn't want to go , It would be nice though to go on a holiday with her , just me and her . I asked her , if she still loved me . Silence . that's what i got . IF your asking me why am i so into her , i have NO IDEA ! i guess its just love . It comes naturally . and it hit me straight in the face . I wonder what she is doing now with her bf ? I always remind myself of the things she would do so i can try and forget . Although it is tough .